Leaving

2013, A year after graduating high school

I had to chose to between staying a prisoner in my dad's house or to break free from the imprisonment.

He opened a door telling me to chose between a guy he thought I was with or to stay with my family

I saw an open door

e opened it wrongly accusing me

There was finally an opening to leave

I took the opportunity and left

I left late at night

My siblings did not know what was happening

I had to leave all 5 of them behind

They were like my kids

We went through a lot together

I protected them for many years

I took care of them

I bacically raised them

I was like there mom

I cooked for them

Bathed them

Took them to school

As they got older I went to their school mettings

Despite all this I chose to leave them

So I can be free from my dad

I didnt speak to them for 4 years

I missed out on birthdays, promotions and graduations

I missed out on a lot all because I wanted to be free from my dad

Till this day our relationships are no longer the same

I abandoned them and they know it

I can't go back and right my wrongs

My hardest moment in my life was leaving my family and not returning to them.