Infinite
An enticing elixir
Forever.
We all say it’s what we want.
But beauty loses meaning
After time.
And the things we love
Become specs in a spectrum.
A fleeting and temporate fancy.
I don’t want to live forever.
I’m already bored of today.
And having an infinite number of days
Seems taxing to me.
Life holds value
Because it can end at any moment.
What drive can come from permanence?
I don’t need another excuse
To continue not to act.
The only motivation I have
Is that time will end.
And I will not have done all I wished to.
An infinite being
Is no longer human at all.
Because feelings become difficult
And the world passes without you.
And the people you love will die.
And you’ll remain
And your heart will harden like stone.
You will know all.
There’s plenty of time for knowing.
But no one will care what you know.
And you will carry on
A mind within a hollow shell.
That’s long forgotten love.
Give me death tomorrow
Over this harsh, tragic fate.