Torn

It snapped into two.

Right in front of you.

You didn’t care.

You didn’t hear.

It was silenced..

By the silence

Of your

Endless arguments.

Yet when it weeps

Blood red tears.

Did you ever see

The overflowing fears?

Without a bandage

Without nursing

It is enduring

Endless cursing.

When you said,“No”,

It was a very big “NO”.

I just said a

..A very small,” Oh!” .

When you helped yourself

With my closed up mind..

When you told me every minute

“FIGHT AND FIGHT”.

Against the tides

And against the storm.

I’ve fought every time

And lost... And came home.

Your non- chalantness

At my frequent mood swings

Your unrealistic wishes

On my ‘real’ fragile wings.

Your words were a slap

To my actions all the time.

Piercing through my heart

Your words weren’t sublime.

Tearing the flesh,

And scalding my veins,

Burning my arteries,

Your word always reigns.

This is what breaks me..

And breaks my heart.

When you stare at me,

And shout,“START ”.

This is not ‘Me’

I am not ‘Me’

For I’m being someone

What you thought me to be.

This is what breaks me..

And breaks my heart..

When every night

YOU DEEPEN THE CUT.