i want you to not want me
the less attention
i get from you,
the more i
crave.
it doesn’t end,
like thirst,
my throat gets
parched
from want--
i want you
to forget me
so that
i can
want you
more
and
more
i can’t breathe
from the thirst
my throat hurts
my heart
can’t
beat
anymore.
hate me, please,
look away
so that i can
want you more
so that i can
die
of
thirst
.
.
.
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