Choice

Death...

How do I want to die?

I don't want to die in my sleep...

I don't want to die of something like a heart attack or a stroke...

I don't want to die from cancer...

I don't want to get my ass murdered.....or any other part of me murdered

I don't want to lose control of this fight because I don't want anyone to think it's their fault.

I want to die of old age. Eventually, I just won't be able to go on even if I wanted to. All the people who put their time in and effort into me will be gone and won't be able to mourn. Eventually, I'll be alone. I want to die and not expect it but not have it be fault...

I don't want to choose but if I have to I want to die of old age because that means you have to give me a reason to work towards being able to live that long. Death...I'm not afraid of you....so make me afraid enough to not want you. If we're all going, to be honest here, Death make me want to wait to meet you.