Your change.
I see your face, and what you’ve become. I look into the looking glass what’s been done, the damage is clear. Though you have a smile from day to day. I know you.. there is pain in your eyes.. there is sadness in your smile. You are not who I once knew, you didn’t dress like that, you didn’t act like this.. I know my actions led you astray. But did that really do this to you? Was I the cause and affect in your life to lead you to this? How can I atone for my sins.. how can I make this right? Silence and space sure, but that can only do so much when I see you on social media destroying yourself furthering yourself to eternal damnation. When I look at you I feel this heavy weight upon my chest, wether it be missing the love, wishing the best, your growth, all of it. I just what’s best.
I still think about you all the time. I still care.. I’m not gone.. just out of reach because I love you enough to be free. My little Bee..