Help me

My heart takes another blow

Woah

Where am I?

Why have I stumbled?

Because I looked for you,

You said you'd never leave me so why do I feel alone?

And if I would've stopped listening to the people in the church and simply listened to what God was trying to tell me.

"Church folk"

What I always heard growing up

"Need to get in the church"

But it was never about the church at all

never about the people

never about the hypocrites that acted as though they were something they weren't

It was always about the

Message

The spirit

The relationship I had with God

But what do I do when everything I've been told is a lie

And trying to figure it out alone is so hard