I love you.
I shouldn't. I have no reason to.
Not the fact that I've loved you for decades.
Not the fact we have reconnected twice.
Not the fact that you told me you loved me.
Not the fact that you embody everything I am not.
I've tried not to.
I've willed the memories of your presence away.
And yet here I am.
From now until forever.
Till Death do we part.