What if....

What if I could’ve spent had more time with him

Done more before the light in his eyes went dim

What if I’d stood up and defended myself more

And soared onward in my career and out the door

What if I had spent my money without so much haste

Working for a future without a drop of sweat to waste 

What if I had a chance to do it all over again

Would I look back and say  'remember when’?