the violation

did you ever love me

when you moved between my hips

how could you see me cry

while you pleasured yourself

and think it was okay

i haven’t lived a lifetime

yet i feel the exhaustion of one

did you want to haunt my dreams

leave me bleeding broken pieces of myself

when you left i was gone

there was a gaping hole

and now all i do

is regret loving you

while all you loved was yourself

-elled

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