Allow Me, World
World swallow me entirely
For when Somebody's gone, my reality
Becomes obstructed by the vanity
Of a desire that has broken me completely
What used to be lust wondering through
The deserts of Someone's skin
Has became into a kind of poison
That only kisses and caresses bear.
World allow me to disappear
For when Someone's gone I feel the spear
Of that Someone's silence going through to smear
All of my blood and lust so, dear
Why don't you just vanish
From the life I used to have
From the love I used to worship
And the love that used to be my muse
Within every poem I've written.
World what can I do to love
A love that is not accepted above
I wish I could just dispose of
This dreary sentiment that has left a void of,
Tightened muscles, sore heart, painful tears
Love and lust.
All of them mixed and all in a body that became so frail
Since that Someone's perfumes intoxicated my soul
World allow me to love somebody
Without missing someone dearly
I don't want to stain more hearts; 'tis making me feel dreary
In a world I don't recognize as mine anymore...
DA 2015