Slipping

I've been slipping down

Shoving it all inside

I don't run to you

I stay still

And bury it deep inside

I will be my own savior

You say it seems as if I hate the world

But I am just walking it

Terrified to try

Because when I walk in the sun

I think I will fry

I am one of the damned

Why would anyone be good to me

I don't hate the world,

The world hates me

I loose my train of though

Trying to be something I'm not.