we’re done, you cheated, i’m (attempting) to move on

you're already-

checked out.

were a long time ago. & i don't

know why you stayed, if there's

more pain than loving most days.

tell me,

why shoud i give my all,

when the relationship is failing

(and it's all your fault)?

yes, yes, yes,

i love you

but it took time so

perhaps, i can learn

not to?

you broke me too.

but, oh honey-

you're the only one that can

break you. how can i break

something you never gave me

fully? there's no butterfingers

when the hands are empty.

no,

you broke you.

i'll tell you this, what

hurt the most: learning you

cheated through someone else.

so pack the memories &

leave my life behind.

i refuse to act caring to

the man who used repackaged words

he whispered to another, while still

convincing me he only,

liked the taste of my mouth.

let's have another chance,

it won't happen again.

go feed your lies to someone else.

i'll never know my own worth, but

i know it's more than dating a hoe

with a magnet mouth. so attratch your

own diseases and leave me out-

'cause i'm over second chances and

the easy (temporary) way out. i was safe

& i know that's the only reason you

'stayed' with one foot in (and one foot

out). but believe me,

when i say,

your life's at risk

if you dare

touch me

again.