Missing You is Killing Me
When I am missing you the cord that is tied to my heart is being stretched so tightly that breathing becomes difficult. When the sparse moment arrives and I am able to catch my breath, I feel as though I have swallowed dry ice.
Leaving my heart so cold that it burns an imprint of your memory into its chamber walls. My chattering heart slowly beats and I can feel the once warm, free flowing blood begin to chill and thicken, barely able to keep me alive.
My throat starts to constrict, as I begin choking on all the stale words you've ever said to me. Gasping for air and longing for your words to glide down my throat making my heart beat as they did once before. I can no longer breath as I'm being slowly suffocated.
Tears stream down my face, as thoughts of you taunt my mind. I silently beg you with what little strength I have left, to make this all go away. Breath life into me once again.
If only you knew that your voice would be enough to save me.
Would I hear you call out my name?
12/2018