My mind starts to wander

To places far away

I get all caught up

In the things that you won’t say

Why?

Why do I punish myself with you?

You don’t want me

You don’t want me

You don’t want me

I’ll say it ’til the words ring loud and true

Will it ever sink in?

I’ve been saying it for years

Since time began, in fact

I’ve been missing you for years

But my heart will not retract

The too many things said by me

For you to simply gaze upon

And then flatly disagree