Paranoia Interlude

I wish I’d approached it different

Steered a change of course

This feeling is a parasite

In the pit of my stomach, Buyers Remorse

Pressing down, a migraine from hell

In my mind, senseless static

Clouds any coherent connections

Thoughts of you are problematic

I wish you could lend a hand

Clear it up, give me clarity

But you beat the perennial bush

I shouldn’t have to beg for your charity

Let’s go for a drive

Play me your best song

Fulfill this dream of mine

I’ve wished upon for so long

We have all of tonight

Tomorrow, I’ve nowhere to be

But I’ll take you home early enough

Let you ponder the potential of we

I’m just sick of the games

I have to know if it’s real

Because girl when I see you

I’m anything but even keel

I asked you once

I can’t ask anymore

I respect you too great

Despite the amount I adore

You’re the girl of my dreams

I knew before we wore a mask

But there would never be a good way

To form the question I’d need to ask

We know you’re going to be great

The one you find, he’ll be in luck

If you look at him the way I look at you

Fuck