?why?(messed up heh)

why am I like this? I don’t wanna love but you’re still on my mind. You won’t even talk to me. But why? I never hurt you. Please come back? I need to tell you something. Please don’t let this just be another sad love song. Am I too real for you? I thought you liked me because I knew how stuff felt and I always understood and was there for everyone.

STOP.....

"I'm sorry....never mind"

I only see you in my dreams, but that's not you, ima do something stupid and wait for you to get this. But I'm okay.

You keep chasing me then I let u catch me and you're gone when I turn around. Stop. Stop being on my mind even though you're a drug I shouldn't take. Stop being attractive, and pulling me in without even touching me. Stop making me wake up from another dream of you. I'll never get you back like I keep seeing you in my dreams.