You’re in Love for the first time.

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I'm gonna write about what it is like in love in a long distance relationship because I've been in one and I kinda guess I'm in one now???

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Constantly checking the phone. I can't describe to you how it feels having the shit scared out of you during practice. I keep my phone on silent or vibrate, but usually silent. I look at discord. Instagram. Anything. Any sign of contact. None? Okay, fine. I'll check in five seconds. Constant practice. Practice makes permanent. Not perfect. I have to perfect. Perfection makes a good impression. I need to make this work or I can't live.

A message.

One word replies suck ass but paragraph texts are ass.

Send a two sentence response.

oh god

did i disappoint them?

did i make it too long?

did i make it too short?

<3

Oh thank fuck.

My heart drops. I haven't told them good morning.

Ooh, I got first text!

OOH THEY REPLIED!!!

Yummy, food. I wish you were here to share it.

I wish I could give you a hug.

I wish I could-

I need to get my shit together.

Do they understand how I want this text to come across?

(Significant other is typing ... )

( )

oh no did I fuck up?

(Significant other is typing ... )

("That's good to hear!")

Did the joke land?

Oh god.

Oh thank god.

My heart drops.

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

":)

:( oh no

Oh, okay.

<3

</3

Thanks, b.

BABY BOOOYYYYYYYYY

Sleep well

Have a good day.

Make sure you eat."

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Make sure y'all sleep well and/or have a good day!