Liar

There I was again.

Lying awake, missing you.

My brain wouldn’t shut off from the memories of what we once were.

You said we weren’t meant to be, but how can you be so sure?

How can what we had not have lasted?

We loved so good and so hard for so long.

You were my heartbeat, and I was your song.

You drove me crazy to the brink of insanity.

Your words cut like knives but your touch burned like fire.

Turns out, all you were was a liar.

What I thought was love was just a figment of my imagination.

I’ve learned that I actually don’t miss you.

I just miss what I thought I knew.