Be a good Human

I’m so sick of saying hello to people.

Bad start?

I’m so sick of people worrying about me...

I’m so sick of hearing the words “Think positive”

I’m so sick of the looks they give me.

I’m so sick of people feeling like they need to look after me like there’s something wrong with my head...

I’m just hurt.

And I’m at the point where I want to break something.

Just flee from this monster within me...

Not from myself-

But stop looking at me.

Please...

I will hurt you.

I will.

I’m at that moment now.

I want to break something beautiful.

I want to break anything that smiles at me!

Anything that still has their ability to laugh....

Anything that still feels!

I want to break everyone who survived the pain I’m witnessing.

Another villain will be born today.

IF I WANTED TO,

I COULD DESTROY EVERYTHING WITH MY ANGER!

Unfortunately, I was raised to be a good girl...

I cannot do anything like that...

I cannot hurt anyone because I’m hurting myself.

I cannot take what they all rightfully earned.

I cannot break something, for I will have to clean up the mess.

I have to be a good human.

So I’ll just cry instead.