feeling the train
A pretty thick
slice
of hell
That was life
so far
But today things
will change
Today he was six
years
old and that meant old
enough to
guide his blind father
on the streets
The old man was only
blind for
a year after some work
related accident involving acid
And there was a mother
somewhere too. She left
shortly after
father’s accident
Today father held on
to his son’s shirt
at the shoulder and told him
to walk towards the
railway
“I want to listen to
the train,” said father
but it turned out he
wanted much
more than that. He wanted to
feel the train. Against
his face
So he stood on the rails
and told the kid
to go back home
and return after an hour or so
“Okay,” said the kid. But
he didn’t leave. He watched
from a safe distance
Didn’t even find
the
event particularly disturbing
Then he went back home
and had some
fruit loops with milk
and his first taste of
beer
He had become a
man
***