Peep show

balance feelings of obsolescence

out of a dawning on you of age

until we are both dead or one of us is

you will get the answer, yes

in like as if

in this moment with you I were

feeling what you feel

what is/what was

relish in what was

exhausting excrement

or balance boredom

out elsewhere

I understand what it is

to not have been perceived

to not have been

for never having been

perceived

to turn to watch to admit to liking to watch

in so doing, perceiving

yes, your relevance

yes, you exist, now go away.