losing game
it’s hard to think all the love i gave was wasted on you
you never actually cared, you just wanted me to
flying around the fields, pretending to be superman
all that wasted time, all just a big scam
you’re washing your hands of all the stains
while i have to flinch at the sound of your name
and i will never be the same
God, just look at who i became
i can’t keep playing this losing game
it’s hard to think about all the years you were my idol
my life was stuck in an endless cycle
enduring the pain you routinely inflicted
all while letting you just be acquitted
you’re washing your hands of all the stains
while i have to flinch at the sound of your name
and i will never be the same
God, just look at who i became
i can’t keep playing this losing game
i should have just let you be detained
then it would just be guilt and not pain
plaguing my days, being the chains
on my wrists and my brain
while you walk freely walk away
i can’t keep playing this losing game