Beg to be loved

All my life,

I've begged to be loved.

On my knees,

Crying out for someone to love me.

Nobody ever cared.

They looked right past me and walked out the door.

I'm tired of begging to be loved.

I'll beg no more.

If you want to leave,

That's fine by me.

Just make sure you close the door on your way out.

Don't ask to come back so we can have a repeat of this situation.

Because I'm done begging to be loved.

I'm done trying to fix imaginary mistakes.

The sleepless nights,

Wondering where I went wrong this time.

The mascara stains on my pillows from the tears,

As I lay in bed,

My heart broken into a million pieces,

Thinking I'd be better off dead.

All I do is drive people away,

When all I want is for them to stay.

But they leave,

Because all I do is make mistakes.

All I do is disappoint them all.

I'm tired of begging to be loved.

I'll beg no more,

I've had enough.