To Be or Not to Be
Not a person in this skin
Not a brain in this head
Not a thought without wishing
the thought was not
Sometimes life's a lot
and that's okay if you let it be
but sometimes you cannot
and that's okay
until
it's not
it builds and builds
not like bricks but like the sound
of walking down and out
of a quiet building to the busy streets
where it's so loud you can't stop to remember your name
and then you forget where you were going
and why you came to this fucking place
because life was better
when you had ground to stand on
and you didn't fall
every time you tried to sit down
but sinking into the floor
into these feelings
feels better than
staring blankly at the wall
feeling nothing at all.
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