Run! Run far away!….

I have tried so hard to be happy in this relationship.

After the last few years even when we are together

sometimes it’s still lonely.

Really I just want to get on a train and disappear from everyone and start all over.

If you only knew half of this you would understand.

But, I have no money, I’m scared and if I do this, what if it’s a huge mistake?

When you’re a kid, at least you’re momma got your back. Now momma gone.

Oh Lord! Help a child when she down!

Fear keeps me stuck here, sad and miserable.