HAPPILY EVER AFTER(S)!
What is it that I look? What is it that people look? A story of how they end up happy and with their true love? Is that what I want?
My happily ever after is lost somewhere among different universes, which means I may or may not have multiple happy endings. So does everyone! I know I want a happy ending in this real life and not only in this other universe, but, the real question here is, what or how my happily ever after will be like? Do I get to choose? Do my actions bring it to me? Do I chase it or do I pretend to be in a fairy tale where my three fairy god mothers will look after me and make me beautiful so I can dance with my prince charming and fall in love and pretend I am like Cinderella?
The truth is that I would love to be Cinderella, or any other princess who got her happily ever after. I wish for my happily ever after would be a fairy tale. A tale where I get to be a girl who never found her path in this world and that she is all alone, while in the other side of that world there is a chance of dreams to come true, a prince charming or a beast, three fairy god mothers to look after me secretly and the mean sisters and mom and a secret life of me being the princess daughter that the king and queen never knew her existence. Or maybe I can be the one who is trapped in a glass house with no escape, except from the one who will be brave enough to save me.
As you see I have a multiple of choices for how my happily ever after want to be, but no one of those would be real. Because I am a person who never had that, maybe tried to have it but never made it there and never will. You wonder why would I say that! Well, the truth is that I don't believe in happy endings but I always wanted to have one! One that would be so amazing and beautiful to watch. So yes I have a happy ever after but never dared to dream or think of it cause it scares me so much.
I did said that I may or may not have multiple endings. See we only know this planet, Earth where human beings can talk, walk, think etc., but what if there is other planets we do know the existence? Would I(we) have a happily ever after there? Would I (we) end up with the same people or have the same life? I like to believe that in those other another lives we have the happy endings we want, I want.
So my happily ever after is that I dream of being a girl who loves books, poems and writing a tons of stories that never came out.I get to travel a lot and that I meet my prince charming by accident or that he saves me from something, or in a library looking at me and falling in love so we get to be together. But before all that, the first that happens is that I dream of being a girl who lost the person she loved in this world and she was suddenly alone and broken and found somehow herself having help by writing down fiction stories of alternative ways her loved ones are alive and happy while she dies. I picture a girl fighting with her own demons because sadness is the only thing she knows in her life and she finds her happily ever after up in the clouds, being an angel, a guardian angel so she can protect the ones she love. I see a lonely girl, always a sad girl trying her very best for anyone else with asking nothing or need or take not a thing.
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