I don't know who I am most of the time!
My feelings change within a minute and I do hurt the ones I love with my big mouth but I never meant to do that. I actually say everything as it is but sometimes it's not the best idea.
I am always on my own world, like I imagine or I think or I over analyze people, places, scenes, life so I literally daydreaming a lot! That is when I do hurt myself and things go all wrong! Like emotionally and anything else.
But most of the time I am weird shit and like to laugh a lot and in my own world. I sometimes wonder how my bestie and my boyfriend stand me lol, but hey, if they weren't liking me or being with me for who I am then I don't know. They must saw something in me as I did with them. Honestly I love them both and I am happy to have them in my life.