Texting about Dementia with my Sister in Law
Hannah:
-Unfortunately ive seen dementia
-It accelerates quickly
Me:
-That’s not actually true
it’s individual to the person.
it’s based on the relationship of the Neural synapse And the structure formed by them with regard to their mapping and their over all biophysical constructs and said constructs capacity for effective functioning at dementias onset.
From the neural transit of thought to actions it’s electrical firings and the relationship between our organs and their similar firings and subconscious controls,
they are all going to do as they would until they can’t and piece by piece pass along the failure that dementia is.
It all just depends on where it starts.
Imagine the body and brain nervous and endocrine systems are the streets and traffic and the kinetic force or spark of synapse transmission is the populace commuters builders historian and so on. The electrical charges that articulate the function that forms who and what we are and do and the automated ones who like a night shift maintenance man handle everything to run the budding metropolis and maintain it without us having to think about that
If you‘re with me so far..
So if we are the city then
dementia is like Godzilla and godzilla gets in our city when our tectonic plates below the mantle crust we are built on shift and free him from the air pocket he happened to be in since the Paleocene era and be it life, time, stress, diet, or fuckery shit that we could compare to the weather aspect of climate for our bolstering civilization that did it;
however it happened
the time comes where Godzilla is out and he is comin for everything we are.
Before he eventually gets us nuked by others who want to pull the plug on the suffering and spare their own societies from having to see his rancorous lashing our city
or if before that he manages to eat every mother fucker that could be listed on our census
He no matter what cannot be capable of fangoriously devouring all of them and the land they share at one time
and maybe he is on Keto diet or has a day where he is fasting for fucking kwanza
that fast will be a day that you’ll not be unable to remember your own mother isn’t around anymore or to wipe your ass
and some faster days a group of retired vets (regressed memories) come out of hiding when he topples their skyscraper so while exterior lay we are talking to our real life surroundings
because those metiphorical vets can be seen by the light of day
in our brain city comparison suddenly our body will be shooting the shit with our real life nephew in real time
calling him the name of a favorite friend in grade school and not knowing our sibling ever reproduced to even be able to have that nephew.
When Godzilla eats the library the city will not fall like Rome but
Say Godzilla comes from the sea and enters by way of the damned server center for the fucking data net of all of the public transit stations in every district
and then he steps on Dave the night maintenance worker who leads them all for the whole city
while tripping over the source power cable from our core hydro electric what have you?
Dave’s gone and our maintnence team is hired as independent contractors for tax purposes but the jokes on us cause if Dave doesn’t work ain’t nobody maintaining our shit behind the scenes
And we are literally powerless to stop it cause of the hydro electric disconnect
Well then
school would have to be out and if school in this instance is our liver then all the children who make up our vital fluid mass and cornerstone component to our rendering our city toxin free won’t get the education cleanse they need to send them out into our big world and to get the jobs or transport nutrients or oxygen or what not to keep our city centers running in the future.
And the city would be doomed without capable growing adults to take after their parents and we die of sepsis before Godzilla could eat our libraries or get those damn millineal ass kids off mamas couch because they don’t have their diplomas and won’t work a drive through. Couldn’t without electricity anywAy.
That’s when you go fast.
Let’s just say if I ever get dementia I hope I’m not the cities in the left behind books where everyone disappears and it takes like a 13book series for Armageddon to be done
I’ll happily take the Hiroshima Nagasaki ticket to hell. It is much better, like mega bus is better than greyhound cause it would not have any layover and there is far less suffering for everyone involved.
Not that I’d want that for my dad either. I’m selfish and don’t want him to go cause I love him. I just wish it could not have started in the first place.
Fuck