Alone But Not
Maybe I’m not the only one out there who’s in misery at times
Maybe I’m not the only one who feels helpless sometimes
Maybe there’s someone out there who’s singing out my pain for me
Then would I still feel lonely?
Connected but without knowing it,
Only to smile when you find them and support them diligently
I’ll do my best so do your best as well?
The weight of carrying other’s dreams and hopes and wishes all rests on you
And I shall do my best to support you
What I really want is to get my message out,
But how is it that you are able to do that so well?
I aspire to be just like you
Someone who can stand with their own two feet and refuse to let pressure get to them
But it's also cute how you’re polite and gets flustered
Behind the screen all I can do is cheer you on with all my heart
My voice mixed up with others
But how will you know that I’m out here, rooting for you, if you can’t hear my voice?
Maybe that’s why I decided to follow after you
Because you’re willing to embrace everyone
Even though I know I’m not alone when I’m surrounded, it still feels lonely
As if I was ostracized intentionally
Then again, I still have you and many others who share common interests
I want to live on for you
Till the day you vanish from my eyes
Until then, please stay and support me as well
As my pillar so I’m still stable
I would do all that I can to see your face
No matter how old you are
I will still be there
Even though I know that one day you’ll be cut off and I can’t see you again and your current situations
It’ll be painful, after all it's hard for me to stand up without support
I don’t really want to be targeted, but I’ll protect you if you wish me to
After all, I owe you my everything
Even if I barely know you or the others,
We’re all just somehow acquaintances even if we don’t know how we look like
But we’re all strung together by one purpose - to support you
So wherever you are, you’re fine to depend on us,
And we’re allowed to do the same right?
Although I really wish to meet you and say these words to you,
I’m afraid I’ll cry if I meet my savior
So for now,
Thank you for being alive
Today is a great day isn’t it?