Questions. trigger warning ⚠️
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What is this feeling of indecisive for, why can't I decide on how I feel? It's like I'm feeling multiple things all at once and I know to look at the bright path but People always say pick a path to follow, but in the end aren't we all walking the path of loneliness if you don't understand what I'm talking about, it's the fact that even though we make great friends, no one will notice if you stop showing up, no one will show up for your final words, no one will care about your funeral they only care about what you process, either money or the way you are. And I know people tell me to believe but how am I supposed to believe in someone who never seems to be there? How am I supposed to believe in someone who had others do everything for them? And didn't he tell one person through their mind? If so then why don't we think much about the other people's voices? We deem them as crazy and send them off to think how we want them too, and is there really a greater good to look forward to? For all we know we could all be doing what they want. If everything is decided by what most people say, how is everyone going to be heard? When most of them have everything taken away and deemed as bad guys for doing what the first believer of God did, they both listened to the voice they heard they both did what it said yet even though god barely talks anymore we still accept him more than the ones constantly speaking which could mean that even though people talk they aren't always heard only the ones with more power. So what can people like me say if everyone's going to deem I'm wrong? What can I do if everyone else seems it wrong if everyone says I'm wrong then why be here? They always say to stay yet it's like they are speaking through me to someone else, as if they want me to stay but want me gone. And even though I know it I'm afraid to do it because they will just use me as a example of someone who was weak, someone who followed the wrong path, when I climbed a tree and saw where all paths lead, which was to lonliness and death.