Myself

I am a blue jay waiting to fly, I am the sun wanting to rise, hoping I am the moon dimming unapologetically. I want to distance myself from the darkened past, throw away everything it bounds me to. Not afraid to learn with a mind that happens to know too little, I am a math equation hard to solve trying to believe I am enough, disconnected from all the worldly affairs, I am a hopeless romantic guilty with love keeping me alive. I am a jigsaw puzzle hard to put the pieces together, attach me to books even the ones untouched, I am a story waiting to be read, an awakened human just seconds away from living.