Nawf woke up the next afternoon still in Aria's bed.
He grabbed his stuff and headed out into the living room to see Aura playing with aria.
"Good afternoon daddy!" She ran over hugging him as he held his shirt in his hand.
Aria climbed off the floor.
"Mornin Ant." She brushed her hair out her face.
She was glowing.
"Good mornin yawl." He smiled with his shirt in his hand.
"Daddy momma said I get to spend the whole weekend with you." Aura jumped on him.
"Whole weekend?" He asked looking over to Aria who was wiping down the dining room table.
"Is that still okay?" Aria asked.
Nawf looked at her as if she was crazy. She acted as if they just hadn't spent the night together. As if she wasn't his after last night.
"You still goin Sunday?" He asked her.
Aria turned to answer but as she did she saw the look of disgust on his face. As if his mood did a complete 360.
"Sunday I wa-" Aria started but before she could finish he had put on shirt reached for his shoes and started to walk out.
"Ant?" She turned and Aura did the same.
"Daddy?" She ran for him as he shut the door ignoring them both.
Aria was completely confused. Of course they had spent the night together. She figured that the least she could do was tell Camren in person that she was considering being the with Antjuan. Although Cameron was her past they both needed closure. She wasn't still in love with him but their recent calls left them both feeling nostalgia.
After last night she was unsure of where her and Nawf stood but she couldn't act like she didn't care or as if she wasn't attracted to him. She didn't want to get ahead of herself but she knew something was there. She just didn't understand him sometimes. He wouldn't say anything and sometimes it would say so much.
Aria and Aura headed outside only to see him pulling off quickly not even to look back.
Aria was confused. He did it even give her the chance to speak before walking out on them both. Him walking out on her fine but their daughter looked hurt. Aria didn't get him, the shit he said last night seemed to just be words she thought as she looked down at Aura.
Aria tried calling but he forwarded her, she tried to text but he left her on read.
"Is daddy mad at us?" She looked up at Aria.
"No I think he had something really important to do. How about we go see him later?" Aria said looking at her phone hoping he would call or text back.
Nawf had mixed feelings.
He knew Aria was into him but he couldn't get why she acted as if he didn't matter. He started to think maybe it was just sex between them. If she was willing to go on a date with her ex after last night then they didn't have the same feelings he thought as he got out the shower and headed directly to the trap.
He knew the first love thing first hand. For him it was Leah. If she was willing to ride to the end he knew they could be something big. But instead she said she couldn't wait. She was stressed with him getting locked up and started to think a happy ending for them wasn't realistic. Nawf shook his head. Since then there had been many women he shared his bed with and a few he even gave a title too but in the end no one was Leah.
He didn't know what it was about Aria but she was the only woman he never compared to Leah. Of course the two women were beautiful in each ways and completely different but just sometimes the light would hit Aria as she was just smiling, staring even doing absolutely nothing and she was stunning. Sometimes he would get lost in her eyes. Nawf didn't know if it was how their daughter loved her or if was his lust for her he just knew he wanted her. He wanted all of her not to share or hide.
He arrived at the trap, there he could always clear his mind. It was like his second home. Counting money, baggin dope, it was the nostalgia of it. He didn't do it any more but occasionally he would sneak in and sit just thinking. Sometimes if the past and sometimes of the future. It was just As much as he knew he shouldn't go he just had to in order to clear his mind.
He pulled up to the back to see his homeboys Terrance truck and another car sitting out front.
Nawf made his way into the back as he heard Terrance talking to a female.
"Where is he at then?" He heard a familiar voice.
Speak of the devil he thought as he walked through the door to see Leah standing there.
She was as beautiful as the last time he saw her.
Her hair was pulled back. She had light make up and lashes on. Leah had always been a natural beauty. A hood acclaimed bad bitch but Nawf knew she was the girl next door with a hard exterior.
"Whassup Leah?" He asked looking at her.
"Damn Nawf you just pop up outta no where huh?" Terrance shook his head.
It had been years and he knew he should have expected them to arrive at same place nearly at the same time. When they were younger they had done the same.
"Hey Nawf." She smiled.
"So you lookin for me?" He asked.
"You know I did here you were a popular guy now a days." She smiled as he pulled her in for a hug
"What yo bald headed ass doin here?" He let her go.
"Comin to my oldest friend." She said.
"Nigga. Friend?" Nawf laughed at her.
"Yup. Now lets go to lunch so you can tell me how good I look and I tell you sweet nothings." She grabbed his arm.
"You think you can sweet talk me wit some food? I ain't you." He laughed.
"Man, come on cause you know I missed you. Just cause we not together don't mean we cant be cool. You know I still love yo ugly ass." She stuck out her tongue.
"Girl you broke my heart and come wit these lies." He hugged her.
"Ight ima head out cause yawl doin that shit again." Terrance bowed out making them laugh.
"Boy, I heard you doin fine without me. My cousin said you was kissin somebody all in front of yo granny house." She looked to him.
"That's complicated." He said smirking.
"Lemme find out its another me." She pulled on him.
"There could never be another you." He looked at her.
"I'm glad you know." She told him as she pulled him towards the front.
"Na, I go out the back." He told her pulling her to his truck.
Nawf and Leah sat on his couch as they finished eating and continued talking.
"Wow, so your a dad?" She asked shocked.
"Yup. Lil girl look jus like me." He said proudly.
He started to think of this morning when he stormed out and felt bad.
"So what about her mom?" She asked curious.
"She coo. We just tryna co-parent." He said being short.
Leah could tell there was something more because normally he would just tell her everything. She figured maybe it was the time that made the change.
"Uhmm hmm. " she side eyed him.
"I'm fa real. She got her first love and now I got mines." He smiled.
"Boy shut up." She rolled her eyes.
"Damn so you ain't miss me?" He asked her.
"Nawf you know I do. Its just the same shit ya kno?" She said to him.
"Na I dont. I'm not sellin dope I'm legit." He looked at her.
"I just saw you at the trap. Please dont do that. Its just something always that pulls you there. It'll never be enough for you." She said a little sad.
She hadn't loved a man more than she loved him but their history intimate and complicated. Leah honestly believed he was her soulmate. She wanted to run to him for help but decided against it knowing that he at one point was willing to die for her but now with a daughter she didn't want to risk an innocent life.
The idea of him having a kid and not with her left her feeling hurt. Although it was he choice to end things he was a good man she thought and knew he would be a great father. Leah looked at him and remembered the good times.
"I was tryna leave it. You just couldn't wait." He reminded her
"I'm sorry but i couldn't." She admitted.
"Its coo. You came back." He said smirking.
She could tell he knew he still had her heart.
"I just came back to see you. I missed you. Its been a long time." She grabbed his face.
He remembered when they would just lay together after making love and she would trace her fingers all over his face and body with her eyes closed. For Nawf she had taught him intimacy and so much more.
"Damn Leah." Nawf said as he grabbed her head.
She bobbed it up and down on his manhood as he watched her.
She stood up topless with her chest covered in tattoos. She pulled out a condom and pulled down her pants before she straddled him as he sat on the couch. His finger ran over his initials on her shoulder as he smiled. He knew their love was for forever.
"So you was plannin on gettin you sum?" He mocked her.
"Na cause yo freaky aggressive ass be tryna fuck. I had to keep em on me." She laughed as he kissed her chest.
"Lil freak ass ain't gotta lie." He said putting on the condom.
"Don't be all rough wit me either." She said as he smacked her ass and they both laughed.
She stood up sliding over her panties as she positioned herself to ride him.
Nawf bit his lip as he watched her tattooed thighs and ass lower onto his dick.
"Antjuan." She moaned.
Normally that was the only time she called him by his real name was during sex.
"Damn, you missed daddy huh?" He asked as he guided her hips.
"Yes daddy." She said sliding all the way down on his manhood.
She let out a deep breath as he kissed her neck.
"You ight?" He asked.
"Yea, fuck me Ant." She said as she slowly road him.
To him that's all he needed to hear as he started to stroke her. Out of no where his mind wandered to Aria. He didn't know why cause sex with Leah was always amazing but now it was nothing compared to his time with Aria.
"Oh fuck." She moaned as he thrust into her from below
He looked at her and remembered this face as he continued to stoke that spot.
"You got it baby." He encouraged her as be kissed her neck and grabbed her ass.
His front door swung open.
"I hope-" Aria stepped in and stopped shocked as she turned around grabbing Aura who was walking behind her.
"Fuck." He said pushing Leah off standing up and fixing his pants.
Aria immediately turned around pulling their daughter with.
"Momma I thought I was stayin wit daddy." Aura said as Nawf put on his shirt following them.
"I see we caught you at a bad time." Aria refused to even look at him as she got into the car, buckled up Aura and got in the car herself.
Nawf didn't say anything as he watched them pull off. He didn't get it as looked both to his daughter and Aria with tears in their eyes. He felt like he had done nothing wrong but at the same time he felt caught as he stood there looking stupid.
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