The end of something true!
It was a dark and stormy night. I was sitting by the fire to warm my body while I was covered with a blanket and listened to my favorite music. Red glass of wine, as sweet as a chocolate bar can be and my thoughts that night was all I wanted but the tears couldn't let me enjoy any of that. It felt like I was cursed to feel sad my whole life and as much as I wanted, felt the need to scream, I didn't do it. Instead I cried my lungs out and hit my hands on the floor, as it almost seemed like I was cursing or something.
Tears now falling on the naked floor as I try to breath but it felt so hopeless. I raised my face and here I saw him, looking at me with a sad face, angry eyes and a thirsty mouth. But it was only in my imagination, he wasn't there, he would never be here with me, not anymore. No matter how much I needed him, he left to chase his own dream, his own life. And I know he left because I gave him the kiss goodbye but it didn't felt like a forever goodbye.
As crazy as I was, now I needed to stand up and go wash my face but I couldn't. It was like someone was holding me and making me stay there till I feel alright. Took my phone and I saw I had a new message but didn't feel like open it. I sat down there and I looked at the photos that I had with him. My favorite one was our first picture of our hands. The first also memory of date we created that day, the first kiss we gave, first sweet words, nicknames and the first hug. And only few hours ago, we had our last kiss, last date, last sweet talk, nicknames, and last hug I could ever give to a person that I still love and will always love with my whole body and soul and strength that left of me. Because from all those boys I met he was and will always be the one.
So hours went by and I got a call. It was his uncle, he told me that he landed safe and that his friend took him at his house and that he loves me much. I ended the call and cried again for hours.
In the mean time I finally opened the message and it was him. He texted me a last message saying how important I was in his life and that he loves me and as I continued listening to it, all of our memories passed by like a movie of seconds, all our moments and that was it. I now was on the floor, eyes closed and a body without soul. I now will be by his side, protecting and guiding him to this new life.
~ The end ~