Self-Appreciation

Dear Ell-Ma.

Its been seven weeks since we've parted ways; six weeks ago, my soul was confident.

But now it feels sorrow, now it feels loneliness.

I miss you, my beloved. I thought you were my home.

But I couldn't make you happy enough and I see now, my ways.

My true colors of black and dark purple.

These colors of neglect, these colors of loneliness.

You were nothing I appreciated, but only adored.

Its no wonder you chose different colors over mine, for mine only made you feel alone.

I love you, Ell-Ma.

I'm sorry.

You gave me so many chances..

I wish I felt this sooner.