Its been seven weeks since we've parted ways; six weeks ago, my soul was confident.
But now it feels sorrow, now it feels loneliness.
I miss you, my beloved. I thought you were my home.
But I couldn't make you happy enough and I see now, my ways.
My true colors of black and dark purple.
These colors of neglect, these colors of loneliness.
You were nothing I appreciated, but only adored.
Its no wonder you chose different colors over mine, for mine only made you feel alone.
I love you, Ell-Ma.
You gave me so many chances..
I wish I felt this sooner.