For a brief moment you existed. For a brief momen I found a reason for living.
For a while I smiled and meant it.
For a second in time I was with you joined as one.
But atlast it was never ment to be.
God needed his angel back and although my mind tells me you okay. My heart cant help from shattering to a million pieces each time a baby passes by.
By now I would've been getting ready to meet you.
But instead I look through the end of a gin bottle and my heart shatters to a point where no tears fall. I'm numb yet in ap much pain
Because for a moment in time I had everything I thought I would never have. I had a reason to wake up. A reason to plan a future.
But it was not our time. Maybe in another life time i will get to cradle you and decorate your face in kisses. I will have the option of holding you close to my heart and watching you dance.
But till then all i have is a memory of the love of my life that once was but is no more ...