treat the other woman better
everyone says that you'll figure it out
everyone says that karma will get you
that i don't have to lift a finger, and somehow all this shit you gave to me will circle back to you
and maybe it will
maybe it has
but i can't see it. i can't see proof that you're hurting as much as i am. and i want it. i have you know you're not getting off scot-free. it's not fair
so this is me putting my foot down. this is me standing up for myself, because you're a bully. you're cruel, and you're mean, and i honestly don't have faith you'll ever learn anything. or if you do, you won't change
you know me better than i know myself, you said.
indeed. i do.
but perhaps not as well as i thought. perhaps you know yourself 40% and i know you 60%
sure, cheat on me. hook up with her a week after. start dating her two weeks later.
but i didn't think you'd bring her to our prom. i didn't think she'd wear a red dress with matching hickies. i didn't think she'd stare at me for the whole night and kiss up your neck and pda. i didn't think you'd rub it in with such satisfaction.
and i certainly didn't think you'd apologize for that, two weeks later, as if that makes it better.
"so," you said, "do you want to be friends?"
"not really." i said. "and that would be disrespectful." i'm not a homewrecker.
i didn't think you'd tell me she's leaving for the cottage soon. she's too young for you. she's 16. you're 18. there's so much of a difference, you said. life experience. she doesn't let you talk about your interests. she only bullies you. not banter, bullying. she hates on your anime and music and school. your hockey team is falling apart.
"i don't date for marriage anymore," you said. "like, it would be great if we could last until uni, but i don't think so."
"does she know you think like this?"
"...no."
"have you talked about this with her?"
"...no."
broski. brooooooskiiii.
oh, and i certainly didn't think you'd tell me you missed being topped.
that is something you should not be telling your ex, while you have a girlfriend.
please.
treat her better than this.