is everything okay?

yeah, all good.

it wasnt but he already knew that.

he knew that for weeks.

he knew that for weeks.

he knew that for weeks.

he knew that for weeks.

i knew he knew it and he knew that i knew that he knew it.

none of it mattered because

the next was "i hope so!"

what he didnt know was

that was the last time he'd ever speak to me.

i knew that for weeks. weeks. weeks. lifetimes.

i didn't want to though.