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coffee makes me shake
it's like all the electrons are vibrating at a higher velocity and i can feel it. i have coffee and it keeps me awake, and then about two hours later it makes me vibrate and feel kind of sick but it could also be that i didn't sleep until 5 am or that i had mid grocery sushi or that i need to eat carbs bc coffee demands atp or a type of energy my friend told me
the two people beside me are talking about josh. he was 21 or smth and she was 16. the girl is wearing a white-cotton like apron on her top half over black pants and the boy, not josh, is dressed like a boy. it seems josh and the girl were forced to be friends. the boy has a notebook in front of him. it looks like he's wrestled with it to keep it open. like one of those notebooks fancy guys keep in their pockets to write down whatever they want. a sophisticated, masculine notes apps with a pencil that looks like the ones from ikea. she laughs loudly, billowing like a low sail. josh tried to buy her friendship. her attention. it seems like she's removed from the time with josh. i'd guess she's 20 now. about.
but do we ever get over the stuff that happens to us in high school?
two guys in black clothes, as if they're with a stage crew are setting up lights. the
i have to pee. and my dad is taking me out for dinner. but the two guys seem colleague-ly annoyed with each other and the sun is down and my hands shake.
[but do we ever get over the stuff that happens to us in high school?] this sentence seems out of place. i'll write something deeper and more feeling-ly abt it later