my biggest bully
she is standing next to me, over me, and she is making fun of my interests, and she means it,
and then suddenly i am 14 and my bsf is staring at me blankly when i tell her i'm gonna go write, and then she says "that's boring. come play with us"
and then i am 16 and everyone is asking me when i'm gonna do when i go to university and then i say study english and they look at my parents with a sympathetic smile
and then i am back in high school and middle school and elementary school where reading wasn't cool and i was boring and i bullied myself out of my interests
and part of me wants to walk out or kick her or shout in her face
because writing is lovely and can't she just respect that?
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