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Suddenly all I can think about is the song that's playing in this Starbucks. It's not my normal Starbucks, the normal Starbucks is the one I work at, I have a shift there tomorrow super early so I have to get to bed early so hopefully I have time to take a shower after I get home. the barista behind the counter is tapping the pitcher on the counter to get the milk to consolidate, she's making something with milk clearly because lemonade doesn't do that. I wonder if the moderator in the fan group that just posted a picture will like my comment, I feel like so many people in groups like that end up friends nowadays and nobody ever asks to pm me or meet up irl, I know it's a two way street but I'm afraid and I think some movie along the way is keeping me convinced that my winning personality will make people flock to me, maybe the same movie that convinced me that my soulmate will just fall into my lap one day and I don't have to go hunting like everyone else. I should be writing my novel. I still need to write my grandma a thank you note. I wonder how much money is in my bank account after lending my best friend money for rent. She's gotten way too comfortable asking for money. I'm too soft. I should be saying no. But then if anything happens to her it will be my fault. People are talking too loud in here. Gotta close my pen before it dries out. The moderator replied to my comment. Can't finish my tea too quickly or they might kick me out.