Church People
If one more person at church
comes up to me and says that the Lord wanted them to talk to me,
I'm going to lose my shit.
I don't want to be the person
that puts God in a box
and say He can't do something.
But part of me wonders if he would do something.
What I mean by that is,
would God really have a person
who has never been bothered to learn my name
or spend any time getting to know me
probe into my life and tell me hard truths about myself?
Because that doesn't make any sense to me.
It truly doesn't.
Why would God have that stranger
ask me personal questions around other people
instead of asking me in private?
Would God really do that?
Put your pain on display for everyone to see
just to prove a point?
I don't think He fucking would.
That kind of evangelism is so fucking detrimental.
As someone who has loved God for years,
I'm getting mighty fed up with it all.