everything

The dance I would love to have with some seem to never come day by day I let my soul down and I can't stop thinking about what I don't have or the things I'm missing in life some people my call me selfish and inpatient but I see my friends and family laughing and have a good time and I can't stop feeling sorry for  myself it dances over and over in my mind and the funny thing is that I have the world and I want more what a bitch life is for the good and the bad I know that I can grab the stars and the moon but I want more I have so much and yet I'm empty I love you I care about you but do I im a fucken fake ass person with nothing to share or give to anyone I fucken judge like I'm God running my mouth like I have some to say toxic word are like knife cutting down people souls making me feel better for just a minute then I'm back to my sad fake life