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Be me
Be free.
Live to live.
This is to me.
In your life you've lived to love;
try to trust in something above.
Trust your instincts,
follow your inner being.
Just make sure you have something to believe in; to have faith in.
Not decided or that can be re-thought to change upon consideration.
Or sway to any statement.
Don't bend your honor
Based on exterior sentiment
Some infrequent thing
Be as flaky as a minute moment
Equivalent to a happiness fling!
Instead have standards,
Subconscious guidelines, but you have yours and they aren't hard to find.
You seek a message or clue,
A hint to what's true,
And a natural inclination to the plan God construes.
I look search scavenge and read;
Seeking answers to this life that we lead.
I seek to be content.
I yearn content and not to lament my memories at the end of my life And how it was spent.
Answers will show me the way through this life that I lead and they'll be the stread steps made by me which seem to be the right steps for me to become what I think of as clever.
Clever..
My pet name for wise, sure, and invested; to the furthest extent my integrity is tested.
I need to be what's expected from me and let be what will be, but I see that I need bias in a sense of defining me.
Life's a contradiction but I will find something and follow it. For my cause I'll give my everything and in all of it the hardest thing will be to stick to my intentions. I must limit my pensions, be decided in decisions and base said decisions purely on what I believe in. My mind is a liar so I filter it fro. Within with my heart and translate when inspired to navigate but when it transpires that I get lost
I will pray.
My head bowed and I'll ask my lord aloud,
"LORD, take me; teach me, guide me in your ways. PLEASE protect and correct me through all of my days. Your Grand living rhythm I AM TH CHIOR SO TEACH ME TO SING THE NOTES YOU INSPIRE. Please give me an ear to help assume tune for exterior agents have caused a monsoon. Rampant floods obstructing the land; the location of which is my main goal at hand. LORD in you I find a safe place to rest. To sit and observe the world that's a mess. A safe place like my heart to you. You planted a seed and it grew and it grew until it budded and blossomed into someone unique, with me you are gentle and you knew I'd be weak. The telling sign of your greatness proven for you shelter me. Fill my life with your light until my soul leaves this world. My end to this tired chapter of mice and men. I Thank you God. Amen."
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