Know Thyself
I want to see others do well, just not as well as me. I want to see others succeed, I just don't want them to get there for free. I want to do it on my own. When I make it across that finish line I want the trophy to be mine alone. Offer help as you may like but I will always decline. If I allow you to assist me then I can't say it's all mine. I hate when people do that; take credit where it isn't fully due. I rather you give it all to the other then pretend I did something I didn't do. I want others to like me, I want to be someone they aspire be. I want to be looked up to without being depended on, I want to be the cougar and the fawn. You could say I like to have my cake and I like to eat it too. I like to have the attention of many but only respond to a few. I won't lie to you and say I don't want to be fought over. But I know my worth, I'm a fucking four-leaf clover. So judge me all you want, tell your God that I'm a sinner. Just know that my dirt won't make you any cleaner.