Inside My Shrunken Head
I fall asleep with the thought that I'll never see you
My head begins to stab the inside of my heart
Tearing each part of you away from me
You weren't the one to tell me where you were
She had to tell me
Why?
I thought you and I were good. . .
Great. . .
Okay. . .
My thoughts bounce around
The rocks in my head feel like boulders when I cry
When I'm done, I can't see, feel, or hear
I know that if I fall, it won't be a soft landing.
Why?
Because you're not here
Return. . .
"Hey? Are you okay?" My sister asks me, touching my shoulder. Sure, she's not my actual sister, but it's like she is.
"Yeah. . .I just. . .I'm tired." Sure, that's what I say. But I really just want to kill myself. I want to die. I can't call for help the way that I want to. I hate this. This shit. This hurt. I need them back. Her. please. . .I . . .I love you. I think
~ A real thought from inside of my mind ~
See you in the next one
-A.E.T.