Unplug me and Life can be divine

Unencumbered

Weightless

Invincible

Non-feeling

Unemotional

Aloof

Paradoxically

An emotion within itself

A freedom in the lacking of

Don't want to name it bliss

For then bliss it will become

Soon I will be back to human

Full of labels

Unwrapped and undone

Beribboned then

Unfurled

Open me up

And I'm out of luck

Tangled up

In my wishes

And my regrets

Sorrow for my haves

And have-nots

Happiness heavy

For the despair

Is an expert stowaway

Finds all the crevices

And trapdoors.

Hijacks the light,

Darkens corridors of delight.

...the spell is broken,

not even noon and my hands

have scrambled for anything that resembles a vice,

Unlucky enough to have fallen

within my sight.

I am tormented, i am angry,

I am amused by the wickedness of ironic delight.

I am shamed by my pridefulness,

Basking in the glow

Of my thoughts

Found deserving in another's

Eyes.

...human again.

Swallow your whiskey,

Exhale your toke,

Laugh at yourself,

Cuz you're just another bloke,

Just another sucker,

Until this rollercoaster stops.

(Spoiler alert- the attendant went for a bathroom break, was bludgeoned in the stall. Your ride is magically invisible, you are restrained so you won't fall, your destiny is set, your fortune cookie says, "You are fucked!" And that is all.)