Restless and Delussional
I cant sleep; thinking about the next story i will complete;
daydreaming, I lie awake, wondering what to say
trying to stay away from the past and all the broken glass
that lies patiently in time; trying to take a scratch at my mind.
i don't understand my sleepless nights
because everything in my life right now seems right,
but i visualize of the worst to come
haunting my eyes in the devils kingdom,
fear by my side, who holds my hand
as we struggle through life as if sinking in quick sand,
listening to the motion of the fan
as it chills on my skin;
i reach for my blanket of fabric too thin,
still lying awake as the room begins to shake,
my vision comes to break
I witness pictures in my mind.
finally, lost in time
in the comfort of this star of mine,
contained by the darkness; it shines
lighting my way to a safe place.
where nothing can invade my space.
Dreaming; I lye asleep
where the darkness, can no longer haunt me