Born Unto Lighting
I wrote one and then erased it
and then I wrote one and erased it, then another but erased it yet again.
My mind is everywhere, but nowhere all the same.
I tear up at little things because of memories I've missed, I laugh at things that others think are funny ....
I work hard and keep responsibilities in check. but now I sit here drunk.
I know, I usually stop at tipsy ...
I went out late tonight
just to breath in some fresh air,
escaping the lasso around my neck.
and when I looked up into the sky
there was only a few stars,
but the few stars I saw,
shined brighter than ever.
and in-between the bright stars,
were bolts of lightning.
and in that moment, I felt home.
Security, stability and peaceful memories ...
I cried out, looking past the clouds
and whispered to the lord until I could no longer whisper ..
I fell to my knees, in the middle of the open field. rain pouring down and the stars still shining bright, I cried a deep a cry .
I shook my head, and held it low,
I felt small and insignificant,
like the dirt worms make their homes.
but for some reason, I felt heard ...
only time will tell.
so I guess another night loss of sleep ...
"The moment viewed like a movie",
was my moment of born again ...