When I’m Not Writing

It means my words

Are building up

Inside me

My world

Crashing down

Around me

And I don't have the time

To run it through my mind

And out my fingertips

When I'm not writing

I'm not speaking

I'm not sharing

I'm not sharing

Because I'm misbehaving

(More than usual)

I'm not speaking

Because my words

Are backed up

Waiting for the dam to break

Hating the damn breakage

Loving the release

When my words cease

My mind spins

My body follows

I wake-up hollow

I don't cry for help

I cease to exist

Until someone says

Where did you go

And I finally decide

To answer